I miss it.
It’s been a while since I’ve felt this. Honestly, I don’t know what to think of it anymore. I admit, something’s missing. Something that matters so much to me. It kills me, so damn much. I just can’t have it right now. I don’t think I’m in the right place mentally. I don’t deserve it. Not right now. Not with me like this. I’m working to fix it, and get myself to what I was not that long ago. I’m confident that I’ll get there, soon. Just gotta push through.
